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Not Your Typical​.​.​.

by Lakin

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1.
I’m chasing the sun Thousands of miles Trying to follow, Learning to fly I’m chasing the sun Chasing the light I’m slipping slowly Away from the night I’m always searching to find any somewhere Looking for my call But being up so high it’s easy to look down And take a fall And I can see the stars against the dark sea of sky They’re my only prayer to make it through ‘Cause I’m chasing the sun Thousands of miles Trying to follow, Learning to fly I’m chasing the sun Chasing the light I’m slipping slowly Away from the night Where’s my direction? Tell me, where do I go? Can’t you see I’m lost? I can’t tell East from West, though everybody knows Where the sunlight goes I can see the moon, just as lonely as I Seems to me he needs something too Maybe he’s chasing the sun Thousands of miles Trying to follow, Learning to fly I’m chasing the sun Chasing the light I’m slipping slowly Away from the night Weeping may endure beneath the storm passing by But above the clouds the silver lining makes things new When you’re chasing the sun Thousands of miles Trying to follow, Learning to fly I’m chasing the sun Chasing the light I’m slipping slowly Away from the night I’m chasing the sun Thousands of miles Trying to follow, Learning to fly I’m chasing the sun Chasing the light I’m slipping slowly Away from the night
2.
Leavin' 05:54
Leave “left unsaid’s” right inside the door, yeah Next to all those smiles that I adore I’m turning the key I don’t see your name much anymore It’s hard to know what I’d still use it for I fight the memory I don’t wanna be In the in-between Don’t even wanna think How good things used to be ‘Cause it’s too hard It’s too much too take And I’m leavin’ We’re better off this way Too hard It’s too much too take And I’m leavin’, leavin’ Leavin’, leavin’ Maybe you were right… Step 1, I know, time for letting go and Step 2, I stay and watch you walk away Oh, this is where I cry Step 3, I need incentive to leave My spirit’s willing, but still my flesh is weak And so, my soul is standing-by I don’t wanna be In the in-between Don’t even wanna think How good things used to be ‘Cause it’s too hard It’s too much too take And I’m leavin’ We’re better off this way Too hard It’s too much too take And I’m leavin’ ‘Cause it’s too hard It’s too much too take And I’m leavin’ We’re better off this way Too hard It’s too much too take And I’m leavin’, leavin’ Leavin’, leavin’ You once said if I Wanted to leave then I Should just leave and I Don’t wanna leave but I Think I should leave ‘Cause now I see Maybe you were right… Leave “left unsaid’s” right inside the door…
3.
Just Drive 05:45
Down the lonely highway Through the busy streets If I could only make it To the shelter of the beach The sun is slowly laying down And maybe I’ll just drive And I am close to nowhere That I can runaway My heart’s making it harder For me to want to stay And I’m all out of great ideas So maybe I’ll just drive You found me, You saw me Eyes still glued to the ground And everything’s gone wrong Still you sing to me this song… Maybe I’ll just drive with you Maybe we’ll just drive Maybe I’ll just cry with you Maybe we’ll just cry Looking through the windows, Captured by the sky, The beauty makes me breathless; The colors mesmerize You knew that this was made for me And that it’d make me cry Now everything is perfect Except my broken heart And I don’t know where to begin To pick up all the parts “Redemption” is the only word You say And You hold me as I cry I fight You, despite You Being everything I need And everything’s gone wrong Still You sing to me this song… Maybe I’ll just drive with you Maybe we’ll just drive Maybe I’ll just cry with you Maybe we’ll just cry Just drive I feel the warmth From the rays of Your love Just cry Each time You touch me Will never be enough
4.
Daggers 06:26
This is the map of my heart… This is where I built the wall This is the place that I hide This is where my dagger lies And it’s still bleeding there Yeah it’s still bleeding there This is the time that I fell At first I was unprepared The second time never felt right The third time cut like a knife And now I’m bleeding there My heart’s still bleeding where… The dagger’s still inside me But I won’t let Him take it out I’m scared, I’m scared This is where I was the fool This is where I fell for you I was in over my head Knowing my heart was dead I couldn’t love the right way This is where you walked away It’s here where my fear resides This is where my dagger lies The dagger’s still inside me But I won’t let Him take it out I’m scared, I’m scared And I’m everything but worthy To have Him touch my broken heart I’m scared, I’m scared How crazy am I That I’d rather right? Fulfill my self-made prophecy? ‘Cause it’s easier to believe that I’m better off alone Who am I? I don’t know, Without His hands on my heart This is where it all began Where my heart belonged to Him Where there were no daggers within Can He make me whole again… Where there’s no bleeding there? The dagger’s still inside me But I won’t let Him take it out I’m scared, I’m scared To live with such abandon I pray that I might love again I’m scared, I’m scared I’m scared, I’m scared
5.
My memories are retroactive in my state of mind They finally caught up to me; so long, so far behind I guess I just got tired of pretending they weren’t mine And all at once the surges of emotion burst inside I came to revelation in the autumn of last year That people aren’t honest with themselves for fear of fear So I, I feared that the loneliness that I had always bore Were brought to light nothing would change; it still would be ignored But I don’t wanna be a coward I don’t wanna hide You can never know someone Until your paths collide I’m trying to open up to you I’m trying to give in So that you can truly know the woman That I am within Soul searchin’, soul searchin’ I wanna look into the eyes That will look in my soul Soul searchin’, soul searchin’ I wanna know one who knows How to look in my soul There’re so many new faces that are scratching on my surface now I still get that feeling when I meet someone on purpose somehow Still nobody can show me how to give & not become undone And so I follow God’s design to steer my heart’s elation But I don’t wanna be a coward I don’t wanna hide You can never know someone Until your paths collide I’m trying to open up to you I’m trying to give in So that you can truly know the woman That I am within Soul searchin’, soul searchin’ I wanna look into the eyes That will look in my soul Soul searchin’, soul searchin’ I wanna know one who knows How to look in my soul Soul searchin’, soul searchin’ Soul searchin’, so continual… Soul searchin’, soul searchin’ I wanna look into the eyes That will look in my soul Soul searchin’, soul searchin’ I wanna know one who knows How to look in my soul
6.
Time, space, & missing you I wish I knew which one were true Don’t give me time Don’t give me space But if I must, Let me miss your beautiful face Time, oh time, what is time? And time, time keeps passing us by And when I am with you time flies right on by But so slow & so painful it goes when I can’t find your smile Time, space, & missing you I wish I knew which one were true Don’t give me time Don’t give me space But if I must, Let me miss your beautiful face Space, this space pulls us apart And space, sometimes it breaks my heart ‘Cause when there miles between us to define where we are It’s the insatiable void that remains & makes you feel so far Time, space, & missing you I wish I knew which one were true Don’t give me time Don’t give me space But if I must, Let me miss your beautiful face Missing you, I can’t ignore With every second away I seem to miss you more Wherever I go, wherever I am Just know that I’m missing you Time, space, & missing you I wish I knew which one were true Wherever I go, wherever I am, Just know that I am missing you I miss you…
7.
Blank Paper 07:10
Blank paper Wind blowing Real shiver Nose running Feels good No worries Just a pen & blank paper See the pier See the waves See the sun as it fades Feel the difference Feel the truth Feel the beauty build in you It’s alright It’s alright Oh it’s alright, yeah Blank paper True emotion I don’t know how speaks the ocean Take a picture Make it last If you hold tight, You’ll feel God’s grasp Shhh…hear the silence Hear the banter Hear the joy in kid’s laughter Cherish now Reflect later When all you’ve got is, When all you’ve got is… It’s alright It’s alright Don’t you know, Don’t you know it’s alright, yeah It’s alright It’s alright, yeah It’s alright…

credits

released September 1, 2009

Melvin Lee Davis: Bass – 1, 2, 3, 5
Rogerio Jardim: Drums – 1, 2, 5
Michael Higgins: Electric Guitar – 1, 2
Gary Gopar: Trumpet, Flugelhorn – 1
Dan Myers: Programmed Strings – 6
Mark Stephens: Keyboards – 1, 5
Dio Saucedo: Percussion – 1, 2, 5
Lakin Daie Saucedo: Vocals, Acoustic Guitar, Electric Guitar – 1, Piano – 4, 6, 7, Percussion – 3, 4, 7

All songs written by Lakin Daie Saucedo
Produced & engineered by Melvin Lee Davis, Dan Myers*, & Lakin Daie Saucedo
Mastered by Melvin Lee Davis
Photography by Laura Williams (Twice as Nice Photography)
Art direction by Lakin Daie Saucedo
Graphic design by Joshua Jon Day

*Engineer on “Time, Space, & Missing You”

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Lakin Los Angeles, California

On Silent Conversations, Southern California-based artist, Lakin, homes in on her signature aesthetic which blurs the lines between pop, neo-soul, and folk. Lakin writes, produces, and arranges her recorded offerings. A smooth, sophisticated sense of harmony and melody permeate her smartly crafted pop compositions and her sensually emotive singing. ... more

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