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Silent Conversations

by Lakin

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ronpr I picked Honeysuckle because it's so infectious, and utterly accessible. It makes me dance inside.

But there's a lot more in the collection--a wide blend of tones, rhythms, moods, cadences, ably pulled together by a confident, skilled, expressive, beautifully voiced singer-songwriter.

I'm so glad I have this in my collection. Favorite track: Honeysuckle.
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1.
Honeysuckle 03:51
You are my honeysuckle, I'm your honey bee 'Cause I kiss your mouth and you taste so sweet Yeah, the sun comes out when you're next to me The sky goes to gold from grey in winter Your smile just slows my busy heart Your shine feels like a Sunday in September Lazy days & golden rays like dusk and dawn You shape the clouds I'm dancing on You are my honeysuckle, I'm your honey bee 'Cause I kiss your mouth and you taste so sweet Yeah, the sun comes out when you're next to me Birds ain't got nothing on you in spring time You blossom into melody so beautifully And if there's one thing I can't get out of my mind, It's your song, I sing along whenever you're around Together we're a savory sound You are my honeysuckle, I'm your honey bee 'Cause I kiss your mouth and you taste so sweet Yeah, the sun comes out when you're next to me Upside down & inside out, I've fallen in love, but still somehow, You've got me high above the clouds You taste so fine, you taste so sweet, You bring me easily to me knees Honey, you are the one that I adore You are my honeysuckle, I'm your honey bee 'Cause I kiss your mouth and you taste so sweet Yeah, the sun comes out when you're next to me
2.
Echoed Love 04:17
Wish I'd met you years ago Good people are so hard to find Missed out on you, didn't even know you Even know You were right here all this time Why does life go the way that it goes? Why does one feel more than the other one shows? Why do I still feel all alone, Holding on to an echo...? Why'd you have to be what I needed? Captivated heart, then you freed it Fading out, but I can still feel it Echoed love, echoed love Wish that you weren't leaving now Well, if I'm really wishing true... Wish I knew you first somehow Somehow Before they would all be taken with you Your kindness is a magnet And no, I don't mistake it for weakness In you, but for me it's an Achilles Heel, pull my reigns, need to leave it You've got your own life, you'll go live it I'll be here with fortuitous feelings How did I find it hiding in plain sight? And now it's gone Why'd you have to be what I needed? Captivated heart, then you freed it Fading out, but I can still feel it Echoed love, echoed love Echoed love, echoed love Feeling your echo Feeling your echo Why does life go the way that it goes? Why does one feel more than the other one shows? Why do I still feel all alone, Holding on to an echo...? Why'd you have to be what I needed? Captivated heart, then you freed it Fading out, but I can still feel it Echoed love, echoed love And I wish I could be cool, But I don't know how Can't pick up the phone, But I can't forget you now Feeling your echo Feeling your echo Feeling your echo Don't wanna let go Holding on to an echo
3.
Hey you, hi, how are you doing? Oh, I'm fine, yeah it's been a minute Isn't it nice outside? Where you working now? How's the family? Glad to hear, yeah, you sound happy Well, isn't that alright Is it torture seeing my name on the screen? Do you ever wish you'd never met me? Ain't that what I want to say? Ain't that what I need to say? What's new? I hear you've been moving And shaking things up Can't wait to see what's next in store for you Gotta make it out to the next show My window of time is small But I will try my best Do you know right now how hard it is to speak? Do you know the many nights I’ve cried myself to sleep? Ain't that what you want to say? Ain't that what you need to say? Well I hope that all is fine... Do you ever think of me? Oh, the pleasure's been all mine... I wish you a million apologies Let me know if you have time to get together... Oh, my mind & all these Silent conversations Getting deeper to nowhere And ain't that what I want to say? Ain't that what you need to say? Ain't this what we want to say? Ain't that what we need to say, Need to say, need to say All these silent conversations Getting deeper to nowhere Ain't this what we want to say Ain't this what we need to say Ain’t that what I want to… Ain’t that what you need to...
4.
We met in good faith, her eyes a mirror to everything I could not face, I wonder: where do you go to hide? That place where respite waits— asks nothing of you but tenderness. A space to let fall your most anxious & sacred armor. You call your eyes reborn but they’re broken & clouded. I thought this place restored but it’s shrouded in scorn. The moment a baby is born, they see only with an open heart. Look in that mirror, try to see a bit clearer. Not the fear you used to twist truths and harm me. I was armed with nothing but these open arms and all this love inside me. I’d held so much so close inside. It never even crossed my mind to check my blindside.
5.
Blindside 03:52
You wouldn't understand now, would you? It'd be like the clouds trying to see the air We've all got a little bit in us now, don't we? Too filthy & high up on ourselves To see just a little bit clearer To see just a little bit clearer, oh To see just a little bit clearer To see just a little bit clearer, oh To see like we're looking in the mirror To see like bigger than the picture Eyes without out blindside Go back to the very beginning now, won't you Their ghosts are within us when we're born Before calling that one a sinner, I warn you, Remember the grave is where you came from To see just a little bit clearer To see just a little bit clearer, oh To see just a little bit clearer To see just a little bit clearer, oh To see like we're looking in the mirror To see like bigger than the picture Eyes without out blindside To see just a little bit clearer To see just a little bit clearer, oh To see just a little bit clearer To see just a little bit clearer, oh To see like we're looking in the mirror To see like bigger than the picture Eyes without out blindside
6.
Courageous 04:36
Distance is your truth, But you're too polite to say it My heart, now in your hands— Sometimes I wish you'd break it I'll take off my armor, Surrender to your final blow Just tell me that's worth it; That it will help you let me go You can't have your heart broken If you don't put your whole heart in At least you know mine was open And I'd do it all again Hearts of gold are made on the battlefield (Hearts of gold are always revealed) Wounded hearts take more than time to heal (Wounded hearts unveil what is real) If love's the sword, then I'll lay down my shield (I'll lay down my shield) I'll be the sacrifice for you to feel Courageous This isn't at all The way that I had planned it Never thought, on this hallowed ground, We would be standing Still hear its last breath: The miracle that came to die Laid to rest what was left For this last goodbye But you can't have your heart broken If you don't put your whole heart in At least you know mine was open And I'd do it all again Hearts of gold are made on the battlefield (Hearts of gold are always revealed) Wounded hearts take more than time to heal (Wounded hearts unveil what is real) If love's the sword, then I'll lay down my shield (I'll lay down my shield) I'll be the sacrifice for you to feel Courageous You think I have it all But I don't have you I'll take the fall, take the fall... Hearts of gold are made on the battlefield (Hearts of gold are always revealed) Wounded hearts take more than time to heal (Wounded hearts unveil what is real) If love's the sword, then I'll lay down my shield (I'll lay down my shield) I'll be the sacrifice for you to feel Courageous, In love, in love Courageous Courageous
7.
This Road 04:14
From the first time that I saw you, I knew I was in for something on this road From a quick exchange of glances To a love that I had never thought I'd know, Now I know No one tells you when you start out That this life may journey where you don't expect And I know we've climbed to mountain tops of joy And fallen deep in the ocean depths But I don't regret it Oooo I could go with you for a lifetime We could travel through the South and Drive the Western coast on Highway 1 'til it ends We could stay right here forever Or explore some place exotic we've never been Then do it all again Oooo I could go with you for a lifetime Oh, to grow old & know this road with you... For a lifetime Oooo for a lifetime Oooo I could go with you for a lifetime
8.
A Mi Lado 05:04
It's vintage-warm, but far from home Nostalgic & unfamiliar We said goodbye in early morn These golden hours make it feel like forever Te quiero, mi querida, aquí En mi corazón Con sólo amor I thought I saw you in the clouds; Your laughter pouring out like rays of sunlight And all the colors wrap me around Reminding me of what your love feels like If home is where the heart is But I don't know where my heart is Then how am I supposed to Find my way back home to you? Can you feel me now? Can you feel me now? A mi lado, ven a mi lado Can you feel me now? Can you feel me now? A mi lado, ven a mi lado If I can feel you, dear, I carry home right here with me Can you feel me now? Can you feel me now? Love can take you to a place, Test your measure of full devotion But I have found that when I cannot find your face, You always guide me back to what is certain: That home is where the heart is Now I know where my whole heart is I've seen the way to go to Find my way back home to you Can you feel me now? Can you feel me now? A mi lado, ven a mi lado Can you feel me now? Can you feel me now? A mi lado, ven a mi lado 'Cause I can feel you, dear I carry home right here with me Can you feel me now? Can you feel me now? Si tengo tu corazón a mi lado, Siempre estaré enamorada Si tengo tu corazón a mi lado, Siempre estaré enamorada Si tengo tu corazón a mi lado, Siempre estaré enamorada de ti...
9.
Spending time, just me and Clyde Speckled clouds, colored grey & white Simple stroll turned into an enterprise I started writing when the rain came down I heard the lyrics in the pouring sound I found the melody in the cryptic skies More beautiful than my soul can take... Times like these Write the poetry To our lives, like a dream, Bring us hope & give us peace They're singing like, "Don't forget, don't forget to look around And see the world in its song" Let the whole world sing along Singing like, "La la la la la la..." River & a wet guitar Gentle breeze & an old train car Sweatin' more than ever, but I don't care Common sailors on the river wide, Wooden shadows on the other side, Neither deeper than the history buried there The sun still rose from his bed today It might rain again, but I'll still sing the same Times like these Write the poetry To our lives, like a dream, Bring us hope & give us peace They're singing like, "Don't forget, don't forget to look around And see the world in its song" Let the whole world sing along Singing like, "La la la la la la..." The sun still rose from its bed today It might rain again, but I'll still sing the same Singing like, "La la la la la la..." Times like these Write the poetry To our lives, like a dream, Bring us hope & give us peace They're singing like, "Don't forget, don't forget to look around And see the world in its song" Let the whole world sing along Singing like, "La la la la la la..."
10.
The most flattering affliction, The sweetest shattering, Was the sound of something breaking— From walls to familiarity There was nothing I could do Oh, the vulnerability We found the best of the worst In our lonely humanity Call it love, call it fiction, Call it honorable addiction It hurts to hold on, hurts to let go The most flattering affliction Thoughts of you are simultaneous: Butterflies & pain It's uncomfortable to sit in tension Knowing I still want to feel the same I wouldn't listen to those songs They made me think of you Now they are the only way I ever hear from you Call it love, call it fiction, Call it honorable addiction It hurts to hold on, hurts to let go The most flattering affliction While you're forgetting me, I'm still trying to remember Bittersweet contains us Like a fire in the winter Everything that's worth it hurts some of the time…
11.
Lost 04:08
Open my eyes and see No sense of certainty Open my eyes and see Running like fear from freedom Wondering is this a dream, Wondering how this could be? And I'm drifting out of sight From my whole life now As we crash & burn And find we're lost by sea SOS I'm lost Can you find me? Can you find me? Who I was is gone Stuck on this island Sunken inside me Everyone's scared to be Buried in history Everyone’s scared to leave How can we honestly Live in this honesty Knowing that death will sting? And I'm drifting out of sight From my whole life now As we crash & burn And find we're lost by sea SOS I'm lost Can you find me? Can you find me? Who I was is gone Stuck on this island Sunken inside me SOS I'm lost Can you find me? Who I was is gone On this island Sunken inside me I'm lost, can you find me? Can you find me?
12.
I don't know where to start Frozen in loneliness— Not the kind where there's no one around, Wishing to be surrounded by Talk, talk Talking don't mean a thing If it's safe in its emptiness I need promise of Truth & intention; The taste of connection to fill me What if we're all searching for a meaning For it all to explain the feeling That we should belong? I can't be the only one... All I need Is someone to stay here with me And say, "I'll see you though, I'll see you through, I'll see you through." Oh, I've been in the garden At least where I thought I was They all pretended to pray While my life slipped away From true love, love Love is the only truth It's the only thing fireproof It has power to free & to change To redeem & to save us from ourselves What if we're all searching for a meaning For it all to explain the feeling That we should belong? I can't be the only one... All I need Is someone to stay here with me And say, "I'll see you though, I'll see you through, I'll see you through." Oh see you through Oh see you through Oh see you through Love will see you through Love will see you through Love will see you through What if we're all searching for a meaning For it all to explain the feeling That we should belong? I can't be the only one... I don't know how it ends, But I know we're all searching for Love to see us for who we are, truly, And see us through to Who we could be

about

Five years ago, award-winning singer-songwriter Lakin found herself at a painfully challenging intersection between love and loss. She had to choose between the love of her life and the love of her spiritual community. Through rigorous internal dialogue and reflection, Lakin made sense and processed her predicament.

Her upcoming album, Silent Conversations—her sophomore release and first in 5 years—is a seasons-of-a-life album that soulfully, and intimately, invites us into what proved to be a transformative internal process. This aptly-titled collection of songs unfolds a narrative of salvation through honesty.

“I wanted this album to be about things that scared me, and things that were a true vision of me,” the Southern California-based artist shares.

On Silent Conversations, Lakin homes in on her signature aesthetic which blurs the lines between pop, neo-soul, and folk. Lakin writes, produces, and arranges her recorded offerings. A smooth, sophisticated sense of harmony and melody permeate her smartly crafted pop compositions and her sensually emotive singing.

Whereas Lakin’s debut album was an eclectic expression of creativity, Silent Conversations is stylistically focused, centered around a well-developed acoustic pop-soul vision. “I wanted this one to be my bread and butter—I wanted to establish what Lakin sounds like,” she says.

Lakin will seed the path to the album through issuing a series of singles before releasing the full album in the spring of 2020.

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released April 14, 2020

Silent Conversations Album Credits

Lakin Daie Saucedo - acoustic guitar (honeysuckle, echoed love, silent conversations, courageous, this road, a mi lado, the world in its song, lost, see you through), electric guitar (echoed love, silent conversations, interlude: mirror, blindside, this road, flattering affliction) piano/keys (echoed love, silent conversations, courageous, the world in its song, lost) bass (silent conversations) percussion programming (the world in its song, lost)

Marko Fazio - electric guitar (echoed love, silent conversations, blindside, this road, a mi lado, lost) piano (echoed love, lost) percussion programming (this road, a mi lado, the world in its song, lost) mixing engineer (honeysuckle, echoed love, silent conversations, blindside, this road, a mi lado, the world in its song, lost) production (echoed love, silent conversations) additional production (blindside, this road, a mi lado, the world in its song, lost)

David Contreras - drums/percussion programming (echoed love, silent conversations, blindside) production (echoed love, silent conversations)

Cory Clark - electric guitar, bass (courageous, the world in its song, flattering affliction) production (courageous, flattering affliction)

Adam Watts - drums/drum programming, production, mixing engineer (courageous, flattering affliction) string programming (courageous)

Joseph Salcedo - bass (echoed love, silent conversations, blindside, this road, a mi lado)

Rob Finucane - Rhodes (blindside, a mi lado) Wurlitzer (this road)

Luke Thomas - Electric guitar (this road, a mi lado)

Max MacVeety - drums (a mi lado)

Dio Saucedo - congas/percussion (interlude: mirror, blindside)

The Regiment Horns - (interlude: mirror, blindside)

Robert Columbus - additional engineering (blindside, this road, a mi lado)

Eric Gorfain - violin, viola, string arrangement (flattering affliction)

Richard Dodd - cello (flattering affliction)

Dan Levine - trombone, horn arrangement (honeysuckle)

Jim Hynes - trumpet (honeysuckle)

Doug DeHays - tenor sax (honeysuckle)

Joe Bonadio - drums (honeysuckle, see you through)

Malcolm Gold - bass (honeysuckle, see you through)

Benjamin Stivers - Rhodes, organ (honeysuckle) piano, organ (see you through)

Larry Saltzman - electric guitar (honeysuckle, see you through)

Dan Kaneyuki - tenor & baritone sax, horn arrangement (see you through)

Ryan Dragon - trombone (see you through)

Jonathan Bradley - trumpet (see you through)

Robert L. Smith - mixing engineer, production (see you through) additional engineering, production (honeysuckle)

Alonzo Saucedo - background vocals (echoed love, see you through)

David Simmons Jr. - background vocals (see you through)

Tehillah Alphonso - background vocals (see you through)

Choir (Marko Fazio, Melanie Wilson, Matt Wilson, LaDonna Parham, Karensa Douglas, Jinah Yang, Frank Malfitano, Colleen Malfitano, Brittnye Dix, Shayla Nellum, Randy Johnson, David Contreras, Steve Negrete) - (the world in its song)

Shayne Blaze - drum programming, tracking engineer (lost)

Joel Mariano - electric guitar (lost)

Carlos Andrés Gómez - spoken word (interlude: mirror)


Songwriter & Executive Producer: Lakin Daie Saucedo
Lyrics for Interlude: Mirror: Carlos Andrés Gómez
Mastering Engineer: Brian Lucey

Photography: BE Studios
Graphic design: Mathilde Gilling

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On Silent Conversations, Southern California-based artist, Lakin, homes in on her signature aesthetic which blurs the lines between pop, neo-soul, and folk. Lakin writes, produces, and arranges her recorded offerings. A smooth, sophisticated sense of harmony and melody permeate her smartly crafted pop compositions and her sensually emotive singing. ... more

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